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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

:: DISCHARGE ::

shouted out.. burried underneath your clothes.. u mark me all over.. make me explode.. u leave me out of breathe.. gasping for more.. in desperation.. in need.. ur a sex drug.. an addiction.. an emotional crack.. I'm tearing beneath u.. breaking apart.. I'm falling into pieces.. squeezing the little of me that there's left.. all the drops fall at ur feet.. and all u do is laugh and pick up the mess..u do nothing to complete me.. to secure back my bits.. u eat me completely...u've injected u into me.. ur fluid crawls beneath me.. it tears apart my skin.. u savagely bite me.. unwantly make me bleed.. u thrive all my insides.. make me wanna flee.. u change me.. fill me.. I'm at stake.. I'm glued.. I'm wicked.. I want to completely vanish this..

now I ask one thing.. if I did.. try.. and succeed.. would u come to me.. and try to save ur crown.. and flip it all over.. would u let me be.. set me free.. or leave me on the ground.. pleading at ur knees.. for one last kiss.. one last please.. one last round.. or would u satisfy me.. serve me.. and let me vanish all of it.. and start off on a clean sheet.. and let me be me again.. discharge.. and free karma off my knees... and wonder upon my whereabouts..