:: LOVE ::

It's like a drug..

It sinks in.. within my veins slowly..

..genlty.. painlessly..

I can't feel.. nor think..

..or act straight.. I just fall back..

..and dig in deeper.. and deeper..

..until there's nothing left..

..and I just become numbed.. and blackout..

..and loose a little piece of me..

:: MAZED ::

I'm twirled within these endless capes
carrying a heavy load upon this lonely scraped road
where only a peak of brightness is shown

:: RANDOM THOUGHTS ::

"hmm.. I wonder.. are u.. or are u not.."..

Well let's just say.. that I could be..
Let's leave at that.. um.. ahm.... [thank u]

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Well let's start off by loading off some random thoughts oughta my head, that have been wondering about in there for like a week now, and are desperate to escape..

- Whether u are or not.. I really don't care and u shouldn't care either so please just don't ask.. cause I most certainly won't respond..and if I do.. believe me u won't like what u'll hear, and trust me it won't be if 'I am' or 'not'. =)

- Please people take in mine that when I'm dancing.. I do not like to be interrupted.. ESPECIALLY if it's for a FALSE ALARM!!!!!!!!!!! [HOT STUFF] [man.. I got all happy.. shiiit.. te pasaste mister.. te pasaste..lol]

- Let it be the last time.. that when I order a meal.. u bring me the wrong thing.. arpphhh.. boy how that pisses me off.. man they should fire ur dumb ass over there at KFC.. stupid chicken head.. [yeah i know u readin..]

- When I'm sleeping.. don't ever wake me up if no one's dying or if the world is not coming to an end [and think twice about the somebody dying, cause his ass is already dead].. cause it's really hard for me to fall asleep and if u wake me up for some hidious thing like "oh let's order something that's NOT chicken".. I will get pissed and try to kill u.. so please.. take this in mind.. and don't do it.. for god's sake and mine.. please.. just don't do it.. =).. leave a note if u want.. but don't do it..

- If u see a lady.. or a guy.. but especially a lady.. in the bathroom and the door has a hole through which u could peek.. and she's peeing.. please.. PLEASE.. DO NOT PEEK!!!.. MY GOD.. have some decency and let her pee in peace.. [sighs]..MARCO!!! [I LOVE U.. I looove u..U PERVE!!..]

- A car has many uses.. and one of them.. well the main.. is for transporting.. no matter how full or uncofterable it gets.. as long as u can get it on... it's all goood.. I repeat..no matter how uncofterable or crowded it gets.. [and while ur at it dance.. why the hell not.. I mean ur already in there.. nobody's watching.. just a little group of people by the side.. with hardly enough air space.. but why the hell not... I mean... who cares.. right?!]

-If ur not gay and u wear a tight black t-shirt at night.. u could be confused.. so keep that in mind next time u think about wearing that.. seriously..

- If u see from afar a pair of bodies.. together.. with weird movements from afar.. don't go near by.. u could damage ur eyes.. and see things that u don't want to.. also.. if are ever thinking of going near.. make sounds.. so they could be aware.. and no one gets hurt.. =)

- Remember to when u walk out of a room to turn off the light.. especially when people are sleeping.. that's bad u know..

- If u love someone tell them.. no matter how ridiculous u look doing so.. just tell them.. and if they laugh.. then u'll know that it was worth it..

- Socks are made to go on ur feet not on ur head or hands or anywhere else for that matter.. so if u think that it's cool to wear things that go on ur feet on other parts of ur body and try and make a fashion statement.. well let me tell u, ur wrong.. i mean u will make a fasion statement but just not cool...

- If ur horny and u need to get some.. don't hesistate to call me... [1800-PLEASE MYSELF].. OPENED 24 HOURS.. =)

- Just because I don't show it.. doesn't mean I don't love u... I mean I may be a bitch sometimes.. but believe me.. deep inside.. real deep inside.. I do.. and I care.. ;)..

- If u call and I say I'll call u back.. please wait until I do so.. even if it lasts a week.. cause that means I'm not prepared for u yet.. so please don't start calling every five minutes.. cause I will get pissed and not call at all.. thanks..

- "Life's a bitch.. deal with it".. it sure is.. and "don't worry it's much brighter on the other side".. "u'll find ur rainbow".. well I've been on both sides and I still don't see the brightness.. I mean I see the white light.. it sure is clear and bright.. but I don't see the fucking rainbow.. wherever it is...

- "Vicious cirlce".. hmm.. that makes me think.. :/..

[TO BE CON'T.....]

:: WATER TRAVEL ::

..swimming underneath this wide transparent colorful surface..
..lost in a world full of wonders..
..in search of a hidden treasure..
..beneath the pieces of my scattered soul..

:: ALGO ANDA ::

I was walking yesterday to work.. I was on my way to the bus stop when oughta no where, for the second time I was offered another ride.. This time I thought, and was cautious and said no, plus it was a guy, not a girl, so I had no chance in hell if I ever did get in and he tried to attack me. So there I am walking, minding my own bussiness, when again I was offered another ride. That's two rides in one day!! and only like 5 minutes apart each. This time it was an old lady. She looked like a sweet old lady, but still I remained strong and said no, and waited for my bus. Yes people I waited, I was strong, be proud.. be proud!!.. [u see I do take advice when given and saw right through my eyes =)].

Now my question is this..do I have a damn sign on my back that says "Hitchhiker.. Please Save me".. I mean seriously.. what is up.. with the weird offers lately and rides.. and all the wierd shit going on. I mean it like it doesn't stop. Not a day goes by, without some weird, or fucked up shit happening.. something is up.. man something...this isn't normal..I wonder..[ili are u involved in this..hmm]..

Well not only was I offered two, [not one], TWO strange rides to work.. but I also managed to get offered some food by some strange guy. The dude is there eating in his white reuseable plate of spaghetti and fried platanos, and oughta the blue as I walk by, me dice "chula k linda, tu quiere.. ven hasme compañia".. I was like [wtf].. in my head that was, and said no with my head. Like what the hell was that?! K?.. yo tengo cara de muerta de hambre.. osea?!.. wtf man.. k es lo k pasa!!!!!!!!!.. Yo te digo.. algo anda mal por ahi.. y creeme k no soy yo, pork yo estoy de lo mas bien minding my bussiness, doing my thing.. so I don't get it..

Algo anda por ahi.. como k huele raro.. could it be the forecomes of Morillo?.. hmm...

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Ese bonche huele bien.. si.. ay papa.. k si huele bien.. heheheh..
[Yes pame I know u hate that saying..lol.. "k chopo!!.. quitalo!!".. lol.. [es mas te lo dedico a ti]
Pero por mas chopo.. tu vas.. asi k.. dejate de esa.. miss.. I know.. I know what u up to.. heheh..

I got my eye on u.... all of u.... jejejeje...u know who u are..

No matter how weird it gets..

[man seriously.. I have to revise myself pork no puede ser no.. damn.. algo anda por ahi.. algo.. hmmmm...]

Auto-liberation:: needed.. urgently.. Morillo.. here I come..................


[Oh yeah and I almost forgot to top it off..the driver del bus se le cojio con cantar bachata ahi a todo dar and managed to give me this huge headache... so u could only imagine how great my day at work was, with all those chamaquitos yelling and asking me dumb questions and shit.. uff.. man.. I'm tellin u.. something is up.. something...]