THOUGHTS.. WORRIES.. QUESTIONS.. DOUBTS.. FEARS.. AN INTERVIEW OF THE MIND GUIDED BY REALITY AND MY PERCEPCION OF THINGS.. A DEEPER LOOK BEHIND THE LOCKED DOORS OF MY INSANITY.. WELCOME TO AN INSIGHT OF MY REALITY..

Thursday, June 16, 2005

:: IT'S ALL ABOUT ME ::

Damn right it is!!!.. I'm a high maintenance bitch.. shiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!

well well well.. I see things are rollin' just fine here.. laid back and chilled.. just like it should be.. make me proud.. make me proud..

I bought these new sunglasses yesterday.. (i'm so proud.. so proud) [whipes tear].. [sighs].. and well when I got home I got a bit too happy with the camera... and well.. I get so excited.. I think I'm inlove.. [sighs].. those glasses.. I love them..

Like I said before.. I came.. I saw.. I conquered..
or better yet my rated R version::

I saw.. I liked.. I got it.. (hehe).. [works every time]..;)







u like.. ahmm yeah..
I KNOW U DO!!..

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

:: IT'S ALL ABOUT ME.. DEAL WITH IT ::


PERSONAL PHOTO SHOOT...

UFF.. YEAH.. AHMM.. THAT'S ME.. OHH YEAH!!!..

I KNOW WHAT UR THINKIN'...
UNJU.. DON'T HAVE TO SAY IT.. OH YEAH.. I KNOW IT.. AHM.. I LOOK GOOOOD.. LOL..

NAH.. JSUT KIDDIN'.. BUT YEAH I KNOW IT..=P

[OUTER BODY EXPERIMENTATION PHOTOS.. WATCH @ UR OWN RISK..]





























































Monday, June 13, 2005

:: WHAT HOLDS ME ::

I want to dedicate a little corner here to my FRIENDS.. to all of u who are always there when I need U no matter how fucked up I am.. to those who support me and tell me straight up what's right and wrong.. to all ma bitches.. [hehe WONKZ].. To my hot thing whom I adore so very much [NETO my love (MY BOYFRIEND.. I Looove UUU ;)].. to all of u.. I love u.. u horny hoes!! [MARTHA.. JAZ.. and all the REST of U!!!.. lol.. I know u all!!.. I know u always horny!!.. I know uuuu!!.. ahaha.. lol].. =)...



TO ALL MA BITCHES!!... I LOVE U ALL!!..

HERE ARE SOME OF MA DEAR BELOVED LOST SOULS..;)..



WEIRD FUN PIC.. me and ma bitches @ abacus.. hehe.. ili [love u man!!].. me.. and Pam!! [aha.. ur loved..].. @ the CLINIK..
ANALYSIS OF THE PIC ACCORDING TO ILI::
"that pic is fucked up.. lol.. PAM:: evil plan within.. HER:: naturally fucked up.. lol.. ME:: oh look a camera... smile" lol.. ahahhahahahahhaaha....

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AMBER.. PAM.. AND MARIA CLARA.. @ ABACUS.. DA CLINIK [ahah.. maria. man.. ahaha.. k risa.. with da dude.. ahaha.. u ma girl remember.. ahahahah]


Once again.. PAME.. ME.. Mr. Pimpadelis [hahahahaha].. CAROL [ur loved too].. and AMBER [love ya].. hehe..


GIRLZ NIGHT OUT @ ABACUS [OUR SPOT].. [the cuz.. CAROL (I love u too!!).. me.. PAM!!.. and dear sweet AMBER (ur loved.. ur loved)



@ erick morillo.. harooniiiddd!! and me.. ahaha.. man k goza!!..


REMAKE OF THE WEIRD EYE PIC..[lol] Michelle [hehe].. and PAM!!



@ abacus.. ladies night.. maus.. [lol.. forest all happy and shit.. me all lost like always and having some eye issues.. como siempre.. lol.. ili and her ghetto hat ahahhahahah.. and jorge all confused.. ahahahha..].. i love this pic.. cracks me up.. lol..





LARIS and ME @ da beach.. hehe.. [GOOD TIMES.. GOOD TIMES..]



ANA and ME @ da beach.. ahaha.. [man I was fucked up.. I mean real FUCKED UP.. lol].. [sighs.. memories.. memories..]


ME, BANANA, 'N LARIS @ THE FIELD BUS.. REFORESTANDO.. [BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL]



BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL.. [banana.. gilda.. jonathan (i miss u.. u horny bitch!! lol).. yoyi.. laris.. me and jen]



Helping a friend in need.. lol.. [ili in a corner chillin ahi.. during an ineresting floatable convo between MAX and me back in the old old days (high school times)]


@ steakhouse reunion.. hehe.. memories.. memories..


GOOD OLD DAYS *sigh* [KINDA DRUNK..] ;)


ILI and ME drinkin it up @ parkeo.. [k jummmooooo.. hehe.. ilz.. man ur da shiit man.. I LOVE U!!]


NETO
(my dear sweet boyfriend.. hehe.. I love u.. I loooovee uu..hehe) AND MARIA..aka.. strawberrieshortcake haha.. @ my love's bday privee en lomas lindas.. hehe.. lol ;)


DR. FERNANDO HERE IN THE ACT FOR DA CLINK PROMO.. HEHE.. [sighs..hehe.. my boyfriend.. ma dear sweet hot man.. I love I really do.. MUAH..]


I LOVE U ALL!!.. I'M THANKFUL TO HAVE U ALL IN MY LIFE.. U PULL TOGETHER.. GIVE ME STRENGTH.. MY INSPIRATION.. WHAT HOLDS ME.. U ARE ALL A BIG PART OF ME.. WITHOUT U GUYS THERE'S NO ME.. I'M EMPTY..


FOR MORE OF MA HOES GO IN


Wednesday, June 08, 2005

:: COCCOONMANIA :: [FYI]

Aqui le doy un espacito en un rinconsito muy especial al amor de mi vida.. la musica... I love it.. everything about it.. it's calms me.. soothes me.. my inner charm.. I adore it.. sin ella no hay un yo.. it's me.. I'm it.. we're one... I love it.. my inner therapy..

Como fanatica exclusiva de la musica y sus encantos.. algo me ha llamado mucho la atencion.. ultimamente eh oido mencionar mucho el regreso del movimiento PCL.. el cual tuvo su ultimo hype el año pasado con el papa Lorber.. bueno.. algo me molesta.. sobre esto.. no es una molestia de mal.. de mala onda.. sino una molestia como d "un pork".. deja ver si me explico.. bueno.. ultimamente todo el mundo esta gritando a todo dar "PCL!! PCL!!".. "COCCOONEO!!! COCCOONEO!!".. donde quiera.. a cualquier hora.. donde sea k veas.. ahora bien.. me alegro k lo esten haciendo.. k esten dando soporte.. pero me pregunto si en realidad saben lo k es.. el significado de tal.. lo k es ser un pilero.. un miembro de tal.. lo k significa en realidad coccoonear..

Ahora bien.. yo no soy ninguna experta.. ni mucho menos.. pero.. si eh tomado el tiempo de analyzar y reflejar sobre tal.. y bueno.. como pilera k soy.. y mucho mas amante de la musica.. eh tomado el tiempo de dedicarle un espacito chiquitico en una esquinita para explicarle y darle voz al significado de COCCOONEAR.. [termino utilizado por los del movimiento PCL]

Para aquellos k no lo sabian.. se lo imaginaban.. o no lo quisieran saber.. pero lo adora.. jeje... un poco de informacion intellectual.. para el cuerpo, el alma, y la mente :::

Coccoonear :: bailar o tocar.. al compas del los ritmos de los Cocuneos.. (para nosotros los enfermos de la musica)…

Cocuneo O Coccooneo :: termino realizado por el señor carlos morales aka krtn aka dj maravilla.. along side with Mr. Vegas aka la cherna (jeje nombre de cole).. alrededor de dos años y pico por ahí.. estos dos personajes del “old school” fueron los que le dieron origen a lo k hoy llamamos cocoonear… El termino surgio a traves de una leve conversación musical sobre la musica de “cocoon”, record de sven vath, o “la mata de los djs”.. como le dicen.. y de repente con sentimiento.. a traves de la magia terepautica de esta musica.. salta uno de ellos “loco es k esos cocunasos”.. Bueno.. cocunazos.. eso mismo.. cocunazos.. bueno son nada mas k esos teclados, synths, con distorsion, k suenan en algunos discos, usados mayormente por los djs de la mata de los djs.. cocunaso!!... es realmente el sonido del techo impreso en la mayoria de los discos de cocoon records..

Asi k aqui le posteo un poquito de informacion “historica”.. para aquellos k esten malinformados y no tienen ni la menor idea del significado y origin del termino k tanto gozan y gritan con felicidad o k simplemente le interese saber.. hehe....asi k gracias a estos dos queridisimos personajes del “old school”, krtn y vega.. por dar origen a lo k ahora gozamos con plenitud.. ur are both truly loved.. se les kiere..

Ahora me pregunto k signica ser un pilero.. hehe.. facil.. :: Coccoonear a todo dar!!! ;) jeje

COCCOONEO!! COCCOONEO!!

Y TU COCCOONEAS????????????????

ATT:: PDMF del PCL
[PRESIDENTE DEL MOVIMIENTO FEMENINO Y PSICOLOGA INTERNACIONAL DEL PCL]

Monday, June 06, 2005

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

:: RAVER'S MANIFESTO ::

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[I entered 809k the other day and was browsing around within the forums page and I encountered myself with this.. It's an unknown piece that my great friend Ili found from a nameless author.. I was so captivated by it.. and identified... and felt so at one with it.. that I wanted to share it out.. wow.. I love it.. [Ili.. u're amazing.. nice job.. Nice.. I love it] .so in honor of ur incredible search work.. I do this post.. to u.. to me.. to all of us.. "the others".. I present to u the Raver's Manifesto]

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:: WITHIN ME ::

..THINGS I WANT TO FULFILL BEFORE I DIE..
..an inner thought that came to me this morning..

  • Find nirvana within me.. to live within inner peace.. with myself above all..
  • To fall head over heals.. crazy in love.. blindlessly..
  • To become a mother.. have a family..
  • To set foward within my career of choice.. and go somewhere in life..
  • To fulfill my inner most desires..
  • To learn.. to grow.. to be a better person..
  • To LIVE